Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Cost of Loss

I think I'm learning what it costs to lose a friend. Besides the cost of prescriptions, there's a new tv, keyboard, home waxing kit (yes I am going to attempt it), clothes, shoes, time off work. Hours sitting starring at the phone, my monitor, mindless shit, can't make a decision and then there's the anger.

Monetarily, a whole lot, emotionally even more.

Yikes, this is just a friend, not a husband, lover, even potential mate. Just the guy I would tell everything to, my best friend.

What did you have to lose by telling the truth? Nothing. You know what you lost by lying, me.

I want to start our friendship all over again.

1 comment:

Missie said...

I'm sorry your hurting.