my rocker is too low

Hungry or OK should be options for Mood. I'm hungry and I'm ok.

I shouldn't say he won't talk to me. I think he would be more than happy to talk to me. He just won't talk to me about what I want to talk about. Why he does the things he does or why doesn't he do the things I want him to? Who can blame him? He is a great talker, story teller, history teacher, teacher in general. He is full of words and stories. I am a great listener, we make a great pair. Unfortuately he does things that I can't understand and he won't do things with me that he does with others. I could take the whole "happy ending" excuse, he can't play, he's committed. But, he still does with others what I want him to do to me. Such stupid stuff. I wish I was a different kind of person. It's more than that tho, as the scratched and broken record keeps saying it's the honesty part I'm missing too. I am the only one with a broken heart. He is just peachy. I'm the one that took this too seriously.

The Bear is hurting. He is not doing well, I hope jail was too tramatic and he just needs a few days to recover. I am optimistic that he will be doing stairs again soon.

Great words from Bonnie Raitt:

Maybe I'm a dreamer
maybe just a fool
Lately I can hardly see the sun
If you had a secret I could take a guess
Nothin in your eyes seems to hold me
Truth or consequences
which one will it be
Someone said that time would ease the pain
Of two lives love has torn apart
But, I believe whoever wrote that song,
never had a broken heart
One of us is hiding
One of us can tell
Cause no one likes to be the first to know
Someone has to answer
Cause someone has to ask
Keeping on like this is torture
and going undecided is twice as bad for sure
Someone said that time would ease the pain
Of two lives love has torn apart
But, I believe whoever wrote that song
never had a broken heart

How sweet is this? Seriously??