I feel crappy today. My hair hurts, I am only comfortable when sleeping. I am optimistic for tomorrow.
I'm not a big sports fan. Olympics are impressive but not something I obsess over. I turned on the opening ceremonies and haven't been able to change the channel since. Tears well up every so often, I am going to blame the vicoden. Then again, people who have goals always impress me. Athletes have dedication, desire, discipline, 3 traits I have always wished for but never set as a goal.
Instead I obsess over silly trivial things. What has he been doing today? Makes me chuckle. I watch these athletes, some from countries where they are the sole representation. Athletes that focus on a single dream of competing in the Olympics. They are dedicated to making themselves the best they can be in mind, body and spirit. And, here I sit on my couch, wondering if he thought nice things about me today.
I am such a loser.
I realized that it's 8/8/08
2 comments:
First off, you are not a loser! I hope you enjoy your day tomorrow!
Missie
You are not a loser. I have thought about that myself as well. I sit here doing nothing with my life as of yet and think to myself "what a loser" ..hugs, Christine
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